It鈥檚 Friday afternoon, Jan. 10, and for professor Jane Costlow, a difficult moment.
She has just arrived at Pettengill Hall鈥檚 Perry Atrium, where an informal campus gathering will honor the memory of Carl Benton Straub, Costlow鈥檚 predecessor as the Clark A. Griffith Professor of Environmental Studies. Straub died at age 83 in his Lewiston home on Nov. 15.
鈥淟osing Carl is really hard,鈥� she says. 鈥淗e was just a dear, dear friend.鈥�
Costlow knew Straub for all of her 33 years at 乐播传媒, first as the dean of faculty who hired her, then as the faculty colleague who invited her to join the environmental studies program, and, ultimately, as a good friend and inspiration, if not quite a mentor.
鈥淗e was somebody I really treasured getting to talk with every couple of months,鈥� she says. 鈥淚 feel his absence, and as time goes by I鈥檓 going to feel it even more acutely. I need a Carl fix. I need to talk to Carl.鈥�
And Straub thought so highly of Costlow that, before his death, he identified her as one of three individuals he wanted to eulogize him at his formal memorial service, to be held Oct. 10 in the Peter J. Gomes Chapel.
For Jane Costlow, the recent gathering for in memory of Carl Straub had pensive moments (left photo) and also laughter (right photo), where she’s flanked by Professor Emeritus of History Dennis Graflin, left, and David Das, her husband, right. (Phyllis Graber Jensen/乐播传媒 College)
鈥淚鈥檓 really kind of glad I have a long time to think about what I want to say,鈥� she says, 鈥渂ecause it鈥檚 a daunting responsibility.鈥� At the same time, 鈥渋t also feels like a fabulous invitation from Carl to reflect on his life and what he gave to 乐播传媒.鈥�
In Perry Atrium on that Friday afternoon in early January, Costlow was not among those who spoke about Straub, choosing instead to listen to others.
Though it was held for a sad reason, the gathering had moments of levity, notably recollections of Straub鈥檚 pointed observations about 乐播传媒 life, everything from campus landscaping to the Commencement processional.
As a whole, the event was 鈥渁 fabulous reminder of how much of a role Carl played at 乐播传媒 and various other communities,鈥� Costlow says. 鈥淗e was a man of extraordinarily varied interests and friendships.鈥�
The gathering reflected that eclecticism, with friends attending from 乐播传媒; from the rural town of Sumner, where Straub owned property and made many friends; from the Shaker community, which he researched to understand that religious community鈥檚 connection to the land; from Maine environmental and arts organizations to which he belonged; and from the Lewiston-Auburn community where he lived.
Costlow recalls that she and Straub hit it off from the start. Like her, he was fascinated by Russian culture, and because he traveled to Russia, the two had that point of connection. 鈥淭here were a number of different things that we shared, interests that we had in common.鈥�
There were differences, too. In the classroom, Straub was a huge presence with a broad philosophical approach. 鈥淚t was clear to me that I wasn鈥檛 going to be able to teach that way,鈥� she recalls. 鈥淏ut it鈥檚 wonderful to have friends strikingly different from you.鈥�
Straub鈥檚 being a larger-than-life 乐播传媒 figure made it 鈥渁lmost too intimidating for him to be a mentor鈥� to Costlow. Which made us wonder about the concept of mentoring: Who has mentored Costlow in her career? Who is a role model? And how is she mentoring younger faculty today?
You attended Duke as an undergraduate and Yale for graduate school. Who were your mentors or role models?
There were very few women as professors at Duke or Yale. For me, leaving high school meant leaving behind seeing women in the classroom, essentially. I went to a small high school in eastern North Carolina, where I also had African American teachers! None at Duke or Yale.
And when I was a graduate student in the mid-1980s, none of my professors, in the classroom, struck me as teaching how I would want to teach. They were world-famous, Ivy League scholars, and I don’t think they were that interested in what it would mean to teach at a liberal arts college like 乐播传媒.
Jane Costlow discusses her academic role models. (Phyllis Graber Jensen/乐播传媒 College)
In that day and age, nobody got any training in being a teacher. It was, 鈥淥kay, here you are, here’s the deep end of the pool, now swim.鈥� When I came to 乐播传媒, the people that I learned from were colleagues closest to my age, people like Georgia Nigro and Mary Rice-DeFosse.
And it was a very different age when it came to being a woman, having children, and staying at work.
I remember having a conversation in the library with Carole Taylor right after my first child was born. It had become impossible for me to write. And I was kind of freaking out because I was still untenured. She reassured me: 鈥淭hat’s completely natural. Don鈥檛 worry about it too much. You will be able to write again.鈥� Those kind of short encounters made a huge difference to me.
And I remember potlucks for women on campus, staff and faculty, once a month, with those kinds of informal conversations 鈥� just debriefing, venting, and sharing. What was going on in class? What wasn’t going well?
Joyce Seligman, who founded the writing program at 乐播传媒, was extraordinary. It wasn’t that Joyce was mentoring or necessarily teaching us, although she had materials and insights about how to teach writing in the classroom. But she consistently gathered people together and created frameworks in which people could just share their experiences. Those were mentoring situations that for me were really, really helpful.
Now that you鈥檙e a senior member of the faculty, how do you think of mentoring? Do you actively seek to mentor young faculty? How does that play out?
It’s somewhat informal. Occasionally somebody I know will seek me out, and we’ll have lunch or sit down and talk about a classroom situation, or balancing teaching, writing, and life activities 鈥� those kinds of things.
I think listening is the most important piece of mentoring, just being able to really give the person that you’re talking to a sense that they can say whatever is on their mind, in their heart, and to focus on listening to them, not giving advice too quickly.
But like anybody who’s been teaching for a while, I can make some concrete, tangible suggestions. And that’s certainly a form of mentoring, passing on what I’ve got in my bag of tricks. The language teachers at 乐播传媒 have always been fabulous about doing that because language teachers think about that stuff: 鈥淥kay, how are we going to get our students to learn vocabulary? Well, here’s this bunch of stuff that you can do.鈥�
Do you have an overriding philosophy for helping younger colleagues?
I want to just affirm people in being the teacher that they are. Early in my career at 乐播传媒, I had to come to terms with the fact that I was not going to be a teacher like the late Dick Williamson. His persona in the classroom was incredibly vibrant and big, with his amazing sense of humor and energy. I could not be Dick.
But as I’ve matured as a teacher and become more experienced, I鈥檝e realized that what’s important is to be the person that you can be. Let your personality become a persona in the classroom that works for you, and that makes you comfortable and makes other people comfortable.
And then you occasionally throw in a joke. Every once in a while I imitate a Russian babushka. And my students look at me like, 鈥淥h my God, what has happened to her?鈥� But it鈥檚 a moment of levity in the classroom.
The other night you moderated a Purposeful Work panel of alumni from the last 30-plus years whose careers are related to environmental work. Some of these alums you鈥檝e known and mentored. What were your thoughts as you saw them addressing current 乐播传媒 students in environmental studies?
It was wonderful to see former students who have made their way, in very different ways, into interesting and fulfilling work.
It’s wonderful to see how they鈥檝e grown, since we knew them in our somewhat protected classrooms, to become flexible, resilient, creative, and imaginative 鈥� and then where they鈥檝e gone with that after graduation.
The variety of things that they’re doing is really inspirational, and I was delighted to hear听so many of them talk about the importance of storytelling and communication in their work. Everybody in every classroom at 乐播传媒 is teaching these skills, and they鈥檙e clearly important once they’re out in these very different jobs and settings.听
