{"id":128807,"date":"2019-11-14T15:16:39","date_gmt":"2019-11-14T20:16:39","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/www.bates.edu\/news\/?p=128807"},"modified":"2026-02-19T10:00:02","modified_gmt":"2026-02-19T15:00:02","slug":"my-last-year-jane-costlow-balances-teaching-scholarship-and-service","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.bates.edu\/news\/2019\/11\/14\/my-last-year-jane-costlow-balances-teaching-scholarship-and-service\/","title":{"rendered":"My Last Year: ‘Trying to get too much done in too little time’"},"content":{"rendered":"\n
Let\u2019s admit it: I\u2019ve been Jane Costlow’s shadow \u2014 a Boswell to her Johnson \u2014 these last three months as I try to document her 34th and final year of teaching at ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
I\u2019ve followed her onto the Quad for Opening Convocation, into ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ classrooms to see her teach, and down to Portland (and into a Trader Joe\u2019s store) to photograph a student-led climate protest.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Little did I know that we were just getting started.<\/p>\n\n\n\n In late October, I rode the bus for seven hours to New York City to photograph Costlow presenting scholarly research about oil pollution in the Volga River in the late 1800s and early 1900s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Behind me on the ride down, a woman read her poetry aloud off her laptop (aren\u2019t they handy?) to a stranger, an all-too-willing conversational partner who compared her poems, at length, to Yeats and then to Thoreau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n At first, I had a rosy reaction to their dialogue. What great preparation, I reasoned, for entering Costlow\u2019s academic milieu, a heady mix of literature and history and language study \u2014 until the dialogue persisted for the full seven hours, the kind of time I wouldn\u2019t spend even on Costlow.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But was it worth it? Yes, because I got to see how Costlow, in her final year at ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ as the college\u2019s Griffith Professor of Environmental Studies, continues to excel at teaching, research, and service, the holy trinity of faculty responsibilities by which professors across the land are judged and measured.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And over a recent three-week span, Costlow undertook all three with zeal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n On campus, she taught students and graded their papers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n In New York, she presented the paper \u201cSeeing Oil: Transporting the Volga into the Modern Era\u201d at the conference Energy, Aesthetics: Force, Flow, and Entropy in Russian Culture<\/em> at New York University\u2019s Jordan Center for the Advanced Study of Russia.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Costlow’s Final Year<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n Join us as we follow Jane Costlow \u2014 esteemed ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ teacher, scholar, and colleague \u2014 month by month during her 34th and final academic year.<\/p>\n<\/section>\n\n\n\n And then, serving as chair of the college\u2019s Philip J. Otis Committee, she orchestrated a three-day visit to campus in early November by poet and essayist Ross Gay, who visited classes, dined out with faculty and students, and delivered this year\u2019s Otis Lecture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n (Squeezed into the mix, too, was Costlow offering commentary one Saturday afternoon on the documentary film Makala<\/i>, screened at Lewiston Public Library for the Tourn\u00e9es French Film Festival.)<\/p>\n\n\n\n We spoke to Costlow about the pleasures and challenges of trying to manage all of these roles nearly simultaneously.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Ideally, they all feed into, nourish, and sustain each other. At ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½, I\u2019ve had the good fortune to teach what I really love, things that I’m intellectually and personally really interested in.<\/p>\n\n\n\n There are ways in which my teaching has led me into new kinds of scholarly questions, which is great. And there really is something about your own intellectual curiosity, and other forms of curiosity, that can be fed by your scholarship and then that comes back into the classroom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n But there\u2019s never enough time for the scholarship that you want to do.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The service part can sometimes feel really integrated, and sometimes it’s just part of what we need to do to keep the household of ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ College going, part of what it is to be at a liberal arts college. I find that service is more likely to sap energy than necessarily nurturing energy.<\/p>\n\n\n\n It’s just too much \u2014 I don’t think that’s healthy for anybody.<\/p>\n\n\n\n And it\u2019s not just the faculty trying to keep all these balls in the air. I have a first-year student violinist who\u2019s very excited about everything. I heard someone ask him after class, \u201cOh, are you going to be playing in the orchestra?\u201d And he said, \u201cWell, technically, I don’t have the time to play in the orchestra. But I might try to anyway.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n And I just found myself laughing because I thought, \u201cThere it is: You don’t really have enough time to do all these things, but you’re kind of ramming more things into your day.\u201d I worry about us trying to get too much done in too little time at ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½.<\/p>\n\n\n\n We had dinner with Ross Gay at Nezinscot Farm in Turner the other night. We do it each year: a group of faculty and students take our Otis visitor to Nezinscot for a wonderful country-farm meal. It’s just incredibly relaxed. We sit around this long table and have a sort of Thanksgiving dinner. We chat, and then at a certain point, somebody tries to ask a good question that we can all have a conversation around.<\/p>\n\n\n\n This year, we talked a lot about what an environmental studies education ought to be, about the students\u2019 hunger for some kind of hands-on aspect to their education.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The next day, my colleague Carissa Aoki told me that on the ride back to ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ from the farm, the students talked about how wonderful it was to sit and just talk with the faculty, just to have that big, rambling, relaxed conversation, and that we don’t do it enough. And they\u2019re absolutely right. We don’t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n At top, before dinner at Nezinscot Farm, essayist and poet Ross Gay kicks off introductions as Costlow and environmental studies major Alexandra Cullen \u201920 listen. Above left, Costlow consults with host Gloria Varney, and above right, Costlow leads the group in a moment of gratitude before dinner. (Phyllis Graber Jensen\/ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ College)<\/p>\n\n\n\n I don\u2019t know. Do I need to bring in donuts and coffee to my classes? Should we sit on the floor instead of at desks? There’s something about the arrangement here \u2014 the stress and the dizziness \u2014 that gets in the way of having those deep conversations. I guess I’m thinking that we just live in a world that is not conducive to reflection. And that impacts me and it also impacts my students.<\/p>\n\n\n\n For example, to write well, you really do need space to be reflective \u2014 space to empty and clear your mind and get ready to write. Do we give our students that space for deep creative work?<\/p>\n\n\n\n In that sense, for me, writing and teaching often seem incompatible. The poet Adrienne Rich said that when she was teaching, she wasn’t actually able to write poetry. It had to do with the way that being in a classroom takes the energy out of you.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Teaching students how to write and responding to their writing is probably one of the most important things I do as a teacher. And it\u2019s a big task. I have pretty large classes now, and I just can’t imagine teaching without having them write papers. I need to see their writing. I need to see their ideas developed. I need to try to help them even in the context of a fairly large class. I need to give them feedback and help them develop as writers.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I think I’ve learned a lot over the years about how to approach responding to student writing. But grading is a whole other thing: It’s really hard to know how to put a letter grade on a piece. I always hope that my responses to a student\u2019s writing are more complicated and helpful than just the grade. But you know that students are going to look at the grade, and the grade matters.<\/p>\n\n\n\n I learned years ago from the Writing Workshop at ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ to start your remarks with something positive. I think that’s something I’ve pretty much internalized. I always try to say something supportive to a student in terms of responding to their ideas, even if something hasn’t come together very well or that there’s a really interesting idea that’s kind of buried on page four.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The other thing I\u2019ve learned is not to get bogged down in minutiae or get lost in the weeds. Try to give some general comments that can be helpful for the development of their writing.<\/p>\n\n\n\n Jane Costlow shares her thoughts on the importance of student writing. (Phyllis Graber Jensen\/ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½ College)<\/em><\/span><\/p>\n\n\n
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<\/a>In American higher education, the triad of scholarship, teaching, and service defines an academic\u2019s career. How do those expectations define what it\u2019s like to be a faculty member at ÀÖ²¥´«Ã½?<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
<\/a>You\u2019ve mentioned that doing all three nearly simultaneously, as you did in recent weeks, is a bad idea. Why?<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
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<\/a>We hear these concerns throughout American society. What might an alternative look like?<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
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How so?<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
One of any teacher\u2019s major responsibilities is grading papers. I\u2019ve seen you running to class, papers in hand. I\u2019ve seen you hand those papers back to eager students. Presumably this process is valuable to you as well as your students.<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
<\/a>Has anything changed for you in the process of responding to your students\u2019 writing?<\/h5>\n\n\n\n
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